Don't ever take things for granted ;

You are never there.

A special yet so simple day.

My Boyfriend. LOLS.
FYI, we own the same phone model. but she took my phone, took this pic, edited it&put it as my wallpaper. LOLS.

took off today. woke up at 8plus, prepared&stuff. meet up with Erinna&Nancy around 10plus. headed Amk Hub for breakfast then bus-ed to Nyp. hand in my DAE appeal form&Nancy ask some questions regarding her results&stuff. after that, bus-ed to Tampines Mall. waited for Hweehan then headed Tp. send in another appeal while Nancy did her appeal also. after that, bus-ed to Fareast. Erinna shopped like some crazy woman. LOLS. went Kfc to eat. well, Town all the way till 11pm or so.

My dearest babes, I'm sorry for my so moody mood today.
I'm just not feeling okae.
I couldnt find the reason to smile/laugh.
You gurls should know the reasons.
I also dont know what got into me.
Perhaps I just need some time alone.
I'm sorry if my mood affect you gurls.
Nevertheless, thanks for the accompany today.
I'm glad I still have you darlings.

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How I wish I could see you right now.
How I wish I could just hold on to you.
But well, I'm just lying to myself that you will be there when you're nowhere to be found.
I miss you alot, do you know?
Especially on this special day, I'm yearning for you.
I'm sorry for my attitude that day, I seriously hope you will understand.
No matter what, I just hope everything will be alright soon.
~~Happy 3rd year anniversary my dear.~~

The clock strike another 12am,
The special day is over.

Walk away, Loved. 11:40:00 PM `

Once a year.

The clock just strike 12am.
Therefore,
~~Happy 3rd year Anniversary to myself.~~

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别说对不起 - S.H.E

望远镜看不见你你的心飞去哪里
雾上飞行想像黑夜的经历
别说对不起别让我伤了心
才说不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起别让我的爱情变成廉价物品
我却只能爱你

闭上眼睛却看见你
想你的好代替无力
我相信你却开始不信任自己
别说对不起别让我灰了心
才说不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起别让我的爱情变的小心翼翼
我却只能爱你
用行动来证明
你的决心
不要说说而已
我想要的不只是
sorry

雾上飞行想像黑夜的经历
别说对不起别让我伤了心
才说不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起别让我的爱情变成廉价物品
我却只能爱你

Walk away, Loved. 12:00:00 AM `

I'm looking forward.

okae, it's just 2 more days&I'm really looking forward to it. though nothing special will happen.

I think I've neglected my blog so much. LOLS.

ohwell, have been working very hard for the last few days. LOLS. Airshow from 19February to 24February, 6days straight. tiring but fun. slept only 4-5hours during those few days. woke up at 4plus every morning as Uncle Steven is fetching us at 5plus for work. work from morning 6am&reach home mostly after the clock strike 10pm. &the best thing is actually I fell down on the first day when I havent even start work. LOLS. injured my left knee but luckily there's no bleeding. Karmen came on Saturday&saw Daniel with his Dad on Sunday. hahaha.

went for work at AIA today. it sucks totally. got thrashing from Boss. okae, guess I'm quiting the job very soon. I seriously cant stand his ego-ness anymore. so what if he's the top agent? like I give a damn. it's very good that I turn up for work today. imagine how tired I am plus I'm not in a really good mood. so anyone got any job to intro?

after work, Uncle Steven came to pick me for Dinner to thanks me for giving him morning call during Airshow. hahahah. went Singapore Post to pay phone bill first then went Jalan Kayew, is it spell this way? LOLS. had curry fish head for Dinner. was so full after eating. home around 9plus.

Mayb you still think that I'm petty.
Although I know you dont mean it.
But it just hurt so much.
I'm afraid of telling you stuff like that anymore.
Because I'm dread receiving this kind of reply once more.
I know mayb I'm at fault too,
Because I'm just a nobody to you.
But boy, I just need you there.
&I wouldnt ask for much.
After that day, I've been asking myself
Will this Wednesday be a Beautiful one?

Walk away, Loved. 10:55:00 PM `

It's too late to apologise.

Always think twice before saying something unpleasant to anyone, especially the ones who loves you.
Because by doing so you've just hurt them so deeply that no words can ever describe.

Walk away, Loved. 12:10:00 AM `

When everything comes to an end.

okae, if you ask me how I feel about this year's CNY, I can say it's boring. the CNY mood is no longer that strong as compared to the previous years. &dont know why, something just felt missing. without fail, every year when I visit my relatives or who-so-ever whom I see them only like once a year will definitely ask me, do you have a boyfriend now? &when I replied no, they will say, dont bluff lah, so pretty dont have boyfriend. then my reaction will be like -.- why must have boyfriend, or when I'm in good mood, I will reply nobody wants me mah, LOLS. well, sometimes I feel that this kind of question is very irritating. but yeah, humans are always like that. being the only girl in the whole family with the age of 16&above without a boyfriend is definitely something for them to gossip about yah? but who cares. hahahah.

got woken up at 12plus by my Mum today, had Brunch, slack till 2plus, bath, prepared&stuff. out with my Mum to her friend's house whose daughter is my friend. LOLS. okae, sounds complicated. but nevermind. reach there around 4pm? chatted&stuff. had dinner there&left around 6plus, headed Tampines Mall with her daughter, Liujun. shopped around, chatted&stuff. home around 9plus. had a great time with her. we shall go out more often yeah? hahaha. (:

Walk away, Loved. 10:39:00 PM `

If you're leaving me.

okae, not really in good mood now, something just pissed me off.

slept around 1am last night&woke up at 6pm today! LOLS. great but I'm feeling tired already.
woke up, slack, bath&prepared. out with my Parents&meet up with my Sister, Xiaojiu&2 of my elder cousins. had Dinner at my house downstairs&mrt-ed down to City Hall. went River Hong Bao, Chingay is going on therefore it's very crowded, just nice when we cross the road, there's fireworks just infront of us. hahah. beautiful. walked around&stuff. home around 11plus.

It's how you coax me that makes me smile.
Ily boy.

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You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Walk away, Loved. 1:24:00 AM `

It's not a surprise.

13 February, Wednesday.

Happy 18th Birthday Lee Xi Hong!

work as usual, end work around 7pm, headed Bugis with Huimin as I need to get a black skirt&black heels for Air Show next week. Huimin bought 2tops&a pair of heels. when we were about to leave Bugis, I saw Erinna closing shop. I didnt know she's working today, so went up to look for her, helped her in closing then went Mac to wait for Nancy. she reach around 1030pm or so. chatted&stuff. talk about alot of things&bus-ed home around 1130pm.

14 February, Thursday.

Valentine's Day.

I wonder, why is there such a day. LOLS. okae, nevermind. I'm just being lame. work as usual, request to leave early&went Marina Square around 5plus with Huimin as we have bought tickets for SJ7. walked around, went to look for Nancy as she's working there. then went Foodcourt for Dinner. &in to the Cinema for the movie. the movie is nice, Humin&I tear at the part where the father died. well, after movie around 9pm, we went to look for Nancy again, waited for her to end work. after she end work, we were suggesting on where to go, we were thinking of going Kbox so we went to ask for the price&stuff&in we go. LOLS. sing all the way till 2plus! power sio, 4solid hours. hahahah. cabbed home after that.

thanks girls for the night. (:

15 February, Friday.

woke up at 830am, feeling so tired. headed for work, end work around 7pm, &home around 8plus.

12 more days.

Walk away, Loved. 10:05:00 PM `

My love will get you home.

okae, working life is boring. I miss my friends so much.

10 February, Sunday.

woke up at 12plus, bath, prepared&stuff. out with my Sister&Mum to TTS to visit my Godmum. she looks very pale. ): I almost cried man. because her Grand daughter(Ivy jie) told us that she cant recognise people but when they told her that we are here, she asked me whether I have eaten anot. ): I will tkcare of myself Godmum, dont worry, take good care of your health&I will pray for you to be alright, I love you. left the Hospital around 4pm, drove Mum home, Sister drove me to Kovan while she went her friend house. around 1hour later, she came&fetch me to Marina Square, I went to look for Erinna as she's working&meet up with Hweehan there. walked around, went Pizza Hut for my Lunch/Dinner around 6plus. LOLS. after that saw Ang Eng Keat with his friends at Marina Square. this stupid guy went MIA for super long. chat awhile&he went off. waited for Erinna to knock off, went Bugis there to accompany Twinnie to eat&home around 11plus12am.

11 February, Monday.

it's weekday = there's work. I dread working nowadays cause I have to wake up very early. LOLS. well, work as usual till 7pm or so, headed Singapore Post with Huimin Goodgurl, had Dinner at Kfc then went Watsons to buy some stuff&home around 9plus.

My Dearest Goodgurl cum Working Partner. (:

12 February, Tuesday.

work as usual, till 7pm. went Singapore Post Longjohn for Dinner&home around 8plus.

I miss meeting with all my dearest, especially Besties&Bitches.

Walk away, Loved. 10:01:00 PM `

I want to understand.

6 February, Wednesday.

Chinese New Year Eve.

woke up around 11plus? bath, prepared&stuff. Mum cooked, had Lunch with the whole Family, including my Sister, Brother-in-law&my Niece. after eating, around 3plus, headed Bugis, meet up with my Twinnie for some last minute shopping. it's really very last minute. both of us spent $100plus that day. ohwell. shopped till around 6plus, pei Erinna go for work. I think the Boss is crazy or something. the whole shopping centre is closed at that point of time except for Ethnic Voodoo. so, we closed the shop early, without telling the Boss. Erinna suggested to come my house, so, bus-ed to my house&while walking to my house, Erinna realised that she didnt lock the cupboard's door, so up to my house to put our stuff&cabbed back to Bugis, we run like some crazy ass when we alight from the Cab. so paisei lor. LOLS. after that back to my house, had Dinner with my Parents&Twinnie went home around 10plus. help my Parents bao angbao, iron my clothes, repaint/paint my nails, slept only at 3am.

7 February, Thursday.

First day of CNY!

woke up around 11plus, prepared&stuff, left for Erinna's house around 12plus. went up to Erinna's place along with Xujun&Nancy. Erinna's Mum's cooking is great okae, I swear. hahah. chatted&stuff, stayed there till 3pm, home, waited for Sister they all to come&out to Hospital to see my Ahma. after that went my Dagu's house. ate there, around 7plus, went my Ahkim's house. Erinna&Nancy came up to my Ahkim's house to look for me. around 10plus, headed Amk Hub with Erinna, Nancy, Meieng&my biao di Deyao. wanted to catch the show, Ah Long Pte Ltd but all were either selling fast or sold out, so walked to Jubilee, left first 3rows so we bought the tickets&the movie starts at 12am. the movie was very funny, laughed all the way, some parts were touching though. &yesh, while watching the movie, Erinna&I were laughing away&she move her head towards me&we bang against each other's head. LOLS. it's pain okae. after movie, went Mac for a drink&home around 3am?

8 February, Friday.

Second day of CNY.

woke up around 11plus, bath, prepared&stuff, out with my Family around 1plus? went over to my Godmum's house, was so shock to get the news that my Godmum was hospitalised on the first day of Cny because of heart attack. ): well, after that headed Aljunied Mac to eat&went over to my Dayi's house/Meieng's place. played Poker&stuff. had Dinner there, played&stuff. home around 4am.

okae, it's weird to see schoolmates at family gathering. LOLS.

9 February, Saturday.

Third day of CNY.

woke up at 1plus, feeling so exhausted. had Breakfast, bath&stuff. out around 2plus, went Kovan then cabbed to Mr Phua's house. when I reached, there's already alot of people there. well, stayed there till around 6plus, Sister came to fetch me&Meieng to my Ahkim's house there for Dinner along with all the relatives. ate till 9plus, up to Ahkim's house, slack, watch Tv till 11pm&home.

going to hospital tomorrow to visit my Godmum.

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change of blog song.

亲爱的，那不是爱情 - 张韶涵

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

currently I'm so in love with this song.

Walk away, Loved. 1:22:00 AM `

Feel my love tonight.

ohwell, I'm back to blog. Happy Chinese New Year in advance to everyone! hahahah.

3 February, Sunday.

woke up at 4pm or so, pack&clean my room. super goodgirl for the day okae. LOLS. pack till around 7pm, ate Dinner, prepared&stuff, meet up with my Sister&Brother-in-law around 8plus, headed Bugis to get my Sister's dress changed then went somewhere near Bugis to eat. after eating around 10pm? headed Hougang to see my Niece then home around 12plus.

4 February, Monday.

as usual, went for work. end work around 8plus, went home&out to my Godmum's house as my Mum wants me to give her some New Year gifts. stayed there till 10pm or so, went to look for Hweehan, bought some finger food&back home.

5 February, Tuesday.

was half an hour late for work today because I woke up at 830am when I'm supposed to wake up at 8am. LOLS. well, work till around 7plus, headed Bugis with Huimin, had Dinner at Kfc&went to shop, bought a number of makeup stuff. Huimin spent around $200plus. well, met Erinna Lin by coincidence. I didnt see her until Huimin call her, okae, I'm so retarded. LOLS. around 12am, bus-ed home with the two of them. (:

I'm meeting Erinna Twinnie tomorrow for some last minute shopping. hahahaha.

Walk away, Loved. 1:40:00 AM `

I don't wanna miss a thing.

well, woke up at 9plus, prepared&stuff. meet up with Sister around 1020am, bus-ed to Braddell Heights CC. Yoga was alright, after Yoga, headed Amk Hub. shopped with my Sister, she spent around $200 again today. LOLS. went for Lunch around 2plus3pm at Hawker then bus-ed home after that. reach home, pack my room, slack&stuff. around 5plus, prepared&went Bugis alone around 7plus. went to collect my red heels but somehow I feel that the cutting of the heels is weird so I change it to a pair of silver heels. after that went Junction alone, bought another pair of heels from URS at $36. went Guardian to buy Facial wash&back home around 9plus.

Any kind soul willing to come to my house to help me do some cleaning before CNY? LOLS.

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I'm just bored.

You Are 70% Grown Up, 30% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

You're All Grown Up

Congratulations, you're living in the adult world now.
Even though it may have been difficult at first, you've taken responsibility in your life.
You have a great job, fantastic friends, and a grown up wardrobe.
And you're probably on your way to a very successful life!

Is it Time for You to Act Like a Woman?

Your Love Type: INFJ

The Protector

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.

Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.

Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

What's Your Love Type?

Your Body Image is 16% Unhealthy, 84% Healthy

You have a great body image. You know that no one looks perfect, and you're happy the way you are.
Also, you don't judge other people on their looks... and it helps them feel better about their own bodies!

How's Your Body Image?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Walk away, Loved. 11:13:00 PM `

Love is a beautiful thing.

okae, I cut my fringe, so dont be too shock when you see me on streets. hahaha.

28 January, Monday.

after work, headed Bugis with my elder Sister as she wants to go buy clothes. went Foodcourt to have Dinner first then went to shop. she only bought a Green Dress if I dont remember wrongly. &both of us bought the same pair of slippers. (: after shopping with her, I went to look for Erinna&Xujun as Erinna is working&Xujun was there to accompany her. so well, went Mac for a chat. &something bad happen in the night. but everything is alright already. dont do silly things again my girls!

29 January, Tuesday.

work in the morning, took half day off in the afternoon, headed Godmum's house. after that, meet up with Hweehan around 4plus? went Peninsular to get my white skinny then went Central to walk. went to look for Karmen&Chrystal as they are working there. when going home, saw Meimei at bus stop, been so long since I last saw her, she's still as beautiful. hahahah.

30 January, Wednesday.

from now on, I'm working with Huimin goodgurl. hahah. Meieng&Junshen quited. like I expected uh. after work, went Aljunied to meet Erinna for an haircut. I cut my fringe, reborn it&highlighted my hair(not very obvious though, cause I told the person I dont want it too bright. hahaha). it cost me $68. I think I look very weird in this hairstyle, mayb because I'm not use to it. well, dont be too shock when you see me on streets. hahahah. Erinna cut short her hair&reborned, it cost her, $96 if I dont remember wrongly. well, back home around 12plus.

I look like a typical china doll. LOLS.

31 January, Thursday.

work as usual, after work, meet up with Hweehan&headed Bugis as I need to get my heels&she needs to get her new year clothes. bought a pair of Red Heels as it's nice&cheap! &some personal stuff. XD hahah. Hweehan bought a number of clothes also. well, shopped till 9plus, went Foodcourt for Dinner&bus-ed home.

1 February, Friday.

my favourite month. (:

work as usual, after work, headed Town with Huimin, meet up with Andre. went Fareast to shop, Andre went off half-way. Huimin&I continued our shopping. we bought a same top, different colour. after that, walked to Cine around 9plus for movie, 27 Dresses. very nice movie please, worth watching seriously. though girls might like it better than guys. hahahah. after movie, it's already around 12am. so cabbed home with Huimin. I had fun with her seriously. hopefully we can go out more often. (:

Walk away, Loved. 1:17:00 AM `